oh my goodness

Let me just say that I have had a very interesting week! This past weekend for instance Will an I were riding bikes and there was a car that wanted to turn left so i slowed down so as not to get in it's way and get hit. Well the drivier motioned for me to go ahead and go first so I started to pedal fatser, right as I was about to go down the sidewalk, I was passing a large hedge that I could not see over, and right as I went past it a lady turned the corner and I hit her! Needless to say, when running into a lady who would be considered a "large black woman" you go down pretty fast. i fell into the street, my earing came off, my foot came part way out of my strappy sandals, and it was a little embarassing, and a lot more awesome.

Today I found out that I have a CT scan on Friday to find out why my nose is soooo stuffy all the time. So hopefully, fingers crossed, they will see something that they can fix!!

Today I went to the therapist and we talked for a long time, well I talked, she listened and said "oh my goodness!" a lot when i was telling her about the fire. We talked about Will, and my parents, and some other stuff. I didn't really receive any like deep insight, assuming thats what I am supposed to receive. I don't know. So we will see what happens with that, It cost me $30, cause it was like 2 sessions, I am not sure long 1 session is...

And then when i got home, i ate my left overs with Alathea, and we wathced last weeks "Grey's Anatomy" and then she was telling me that she had this weird zit bump thing on her scalp. So she went into the bathroom to see if she could pop it or whatever. So she's in the bathroomtrying to describe to me what it looks/feels like, so I went in there to take a look. I ask her if she needs help, seeing as how i always try and pop Will's zits. (And don't be grossed out! You know you do it too!) Anywyas, I went in there, and grab a peice of tissue, and then get my fingers in there. So you know when you squeeze those little black head things on your nose, and that white snake thing comes out? Well it started doing that and then i kept squeezing and then stuff popped out like crazy at me!! Oh my gosh, Alathea and i started like screaming and trying to wash myself off. Man, it was gross. Needless to say, I don't think it got on me. But it did shoot past me and get on the mirror. it was gross.

to vegan or not to vegan?

NOT!
Will says he's thinking about becoming vegan again. That's great if you want to eat wheat grass. Not to say that I am not supportive of his decisions. It's his life, he can do whatever he wants. I don't want to be all selfish. I just have this idea in my head of a family eating together, totally cheesy I know. But I want to be able to cook a meal and have us both enjoy it. I have had vegan food, and I don't like it that much. And I wanted to cook Will dinner one night, but I didn't really like anything that was in the vegetarian cook books that I looked at. So I bought cheese pizza. I like to think I am supportive of his decision in being vegetarian. At least we can enjoy things together like fish, and he doesn't have a hard time ordering things when we do go out to eat. But now he won't be eating anything. Or when friends make dinner, he's just going to sit there and starve? I have never had a problem with people being vegan or vegetarian, I was a vegetarian for over a year. I'm not saying we're going to break up or anything over this, that would be a pretty retarded thing to break up over. Unless he started giving me crap.
I don't know. I feel sad about it though for some reason. Not sad, but sad. Why can't I be the one who cooks dinner every night? I want to be that person in the family. When we have one in like a million years from now. Ugh, I feel like things are going to be more complicated.