I feel gross

First off, this thing is being weird. But I suppose I am not too worried about it. Anyways...So my vagina has been being weird lately not to mention I have something weird on my butt hole.

So yesterday I wasn't feeling well at work and so I went home early. After a much needed nap, i decided that I would call the clinic and see if I could get in to see the gyne for a pap smear. Luckily there was an open appointment that day at 3pm. So I ate lunch and then drove over there, a little nervous since my roommate was just diagnosed with HPV. However, although I had no bumps or anything down there, I was still nervous. So I get there, wait around for a long time, then I am finally called into the room. I had been drinking a lot of water so I would be prepared if they wanted a urine sample. I asked if they needed one, and she asked, "why do you have to go?"And I said,"yeah, I have been drinking a lot of water just in case." So she asked if it burned when I peed and I said yes, so they took a urine sample.

As I was waiting for the nurse I was getting more and more nervous looking at the tools they use for a pap smear. Now, although this was my second one, it is never fun.

The lady was nice though, she was talking to me the whole time. however she did go rather quickly, and it kind hurt. I just had to relax. She said I had a lot of discharge, and that indeed it was a hemorrhoid that was on my butt hole. So she took a sample of the discharge and then accidentally put it in the wrong cup. But, since there was so much discharge, she was able to get some off of the little duck thing they stick inside of you. And let me tell you, I looked at that thing it it had a lot of discharge. So she left to look at it under a microscope, and then came back and told me I had a yeast infection, and a bacterial infection which is caused when feces gets into the vagina. And no it's not from butt sex, that's disgusting.

After the fire, I had really bad diarrhea, and so I was pooping like crazy for that whole week after, I think that's when it might have happened, then again, I am always pooping like crazy.

So they gave me some pills for the bacteria, in which I have to take 2 a day for 7 days. And I can't drink the whole time I am on them. And then like regular yeast infection cream, in which you squeeze it up into this thing that looks like a tampon, and then put that thing in the vag, and then push all the stuff into the vag. Afterward, you are supposed to lay down so it doesn't leak all over you.

After I left I called Will to tell him that everything was OK, it's just normal lady stuff. Thank God!
I was so relieved. And I know he was too. He to of been a little nervous. But everything is OK down there, and I am glad.

So I went to the gym, had an amazing workout, was in the best mood ever when I left, went home, made a great dinner, and watched Grey's anatomy. It was a good night. I then had to take my meds. I took the pill with dinner. The pill is not coated and leaves a horrible and gross taste in you mouth. Then when it came time to like brush my teeth and stuff, I did and then did the yeast infection stuff...It was not fun. After it was over I went and laid back down on the couch, and tried not to move. when I had to get up to go to bed, it was kind of leaking a bit, and i tried to get to bed by scooching on my back. It didn't work. But when I tried to get up i could feeling it coming, so I went to the bathroom thinking I could clean myself up, but to no avail, it was coming out, and coming out fast. SO I just hurried to bed, layed down and read for a bit.

After waking up this morning, I of course had to pee, I thought it was all going to come out then. It didn't. I hopped in the shower, not that much came out. It wasn't until after I had gotten to work, and sat for a while, then got up to go the bathroom, that I felt it on my way back. Now i can't stop thinking about it. And how dirty I feel. Maybe not so much dirty, but definitely freaking disgusting.

So I guess there is a pill for you can take for a yeast infection, and I have a doctors appointment today and I am going to ask him about it. Cause I can't really take this much longer. It's horrible.