ooga chacka

sooo, last night at 5:30 i was leaving PG (fire place) and this guy came walkign up and he had locked himself out of his apartment. So since he had gotten to me first....I had to go unlock the office, get his keys, walk him to his apartment, and open his door for him. while walking back (he lives on the 3rd floor) by myself, i got super panicky and really scared. i got into the elevator and was pushing the button to the first floor as fast as I could so it would hurry up and get there. I finally got to the first floor, ran outside, into the office (which was dark), pu the keys away, and left as quickly as possible. The whole time this was happening I was freaking out. The hallway, for me, is the scariest place. It is so long, and I was alone. That was my first time in there since the day of the fire. I couldn't get over it. I tried talking to Will, although he tried he couldn't calm me down. I tried going to the gym but I couldn't get into it...I was there for maybe an hour then I just went home, made some chicken and sat on the couch. Alathea went out with Dustin, I just stayed home and watched tv. I called Will and talked to him for about 30 minutes. I ended up crying a whole bunch cause I was so scared.
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went to bed about 10:30 and then woke up numerous times throughout the night. I had a dream about fire, which was baisically will's house needed to be evacuated and i was trying to helkp them pack stuff up to leave, and no one was helping me, and Will was getting frustrated with me trying to get him to put his stuff away. His mom, every time she would pull something out would just start reminiscing about it, and his dad was asleep on his chair...It was rough. But I woke up this monring not too tired, and not feeling that bad. We will see what happens next time...